listen. i've got to apologize for being so egotistical as to use this list
as my own verbal boxing ring. brock, i don't even know you. i suppose, when
i think about it for a second, that i'd rather everyone be happy than angry,
including you. i wasn't raised to act like this. my behavior shames myself &
my ancestors. whatever you gotta say you gotta say. i'd just like to
apologize to everyone, including brock, for displaying such selfish &
childish, unrestrained emotion. my emotions really have turned me into an
idiot. i've allowed them to, & i really know better than that......at
least...i just remembered that i know better than that. i'd rather like to
hear what brocks' problem with me is.....it's just that, i understand brock
in a way, cuz i've also very realistically feigned pride in proclaiming my
self as an ass hole. i think i've turned myself into one & i don't know how
it happened & i don't like it. if brock must rain shit on me, than that's
what he's gotta do. i might deserve it. now then........back to WHITEWATER
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