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Kurt Hoffman
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Date:
Wed, 27 Feb 2002 23:00:46 -0500
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[idm] Re: "gay idm"
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Well, it's funny that this thread came up, as it reminds me of the way so many of us came to become familiar with 'intelligent' dance music. I couldn't find a spot near Other Music, so my wife and two children took to circling the block in our new SUV. I'd intended to run in for a moment and get the new Mariah Carey album for my eldest daughter. I had no idea the place was any different from Tower Records, and was confused at first when I couldn't find the Mariah Carey section ( -- and what was "Krautrock"?). I asked one of the salespeople, this tall fellow who looked like he hadn't slept for a few days running, and, judging by his slightly musky aroma, hadn't bathed either. He paused for an awkwardly long time and then looked me over with his dull blue eyes. He kind of frowned and said, "oh yeah, I think we sold out of that one but...uh...c'mere, check this out..." A cashier buzzed him into the back and I followed him down a filthy corridor lined with boxes of cds. As he led the way, I couldn't help dwelling on his scent, which made him at once seem like a pathetic collage stoner and, at the same time, strangely animal. I felt my dick stirring in my pants, forming a casual, almost unnoticeable bulge in my pants. He pushed open a door, and revealed a minuscule, disheveled office, strewn with coffee cups, papers, and turntables in various states of decay. "Uh...let's see, you know we don't usually sell those, but, uh...I had one I got as a promo...uh..." I stood in the hallway, waiting for Mariah. His digging was apparently taking him awhile. I noticed a pungent smell of marijuana smoke wafting from the office. It was all a bit ridiculous, but there was something intriguing about this fellow. "Oh gee," I said, "you know I don't mean to be any trouble. My wife is double parked outside, I just thought I was running in for a moment." When there was no answer but a few painful coughs, I resolved to head back out to the car. "No, man, just one minute" said the absent-minded voice, and his slender, hairy hand lightly pulled me into the office, now blue with smoke, and closed the door. I looked up and was astonished to see that he had taken his shirt off. His chest was dark with long, thin hairs, curly around his vaguely defined pectorals. "Here," he said, stuffing a slightly moist joint into my mouth. He looked at me for a moment and smiled a dilapidated grin. "You ever hear that last Phoenecia thing?" he said, unbuttoning my shirt. I didn't know what to say. He looked sheepishly at my firmly muscled chest and fumbled gingerly with his nipple ring. There was nothing else to do -- I wrapped my arms around his warm, damp body and stuck my tongue down his throat, my body trembling with a surge of affection and lust. Somewhere in the charged atmosphere, a primal groove twisted and frayed, splaying out into a thousand industrial colors, erotic, masculine, swelling my heart, my mind, my cock to bursting fullness and reckless wandering.... Well, this is a roundabout way of getting to the fact that before I knew it, I was walking out of the store with the entire Schematic catalog, a Skam 45, a couple of the Studio 1 12"s, as well as a beat-up promo copy of a Mariah Carey album. My daughter was indignant about the condition of her Carey CD, my wife drolly inquiring as to why my face was so red (my first brush with whisker burn -- god -- what a good kisser that guy was...) and how was it I smelled like a zoo all of a sudden. I've been returning to this store and many others like it, now that I've found them to be at the center of a sexually liberated society. for me, IDM is the anthem of my awakening to love in the arms of men. who cares if Boards of Canada are not themselves homosexuals? I say, why not? Neither was Judy Garland. k --------------------------------------------------------------------- To unsubscribe, e-mail: idm-unsubscribe@hyperreal.org For additional commands, e-mail: idm-help@hyperreal.org